Diplomatic Specalist or an Iniquitous God

The things that he did are now fading away. Time and situation resulted in a personality most people can’t relate to. Everyone has their opinions of him as a diabolical figure as presented by me to society ... but this conversation is for another day.

Quiet weak in differentiating between right and wrong in a challenging situation. I don’t believe most people can take the step forward to the right decision in a critical moment because of the instance-created self-centred nature. What I mean by this is the majority doesn’t think about being self-centred. It’s the time and situations that make them the way they are. 

He was a strong, spirited, and pretty outgoing guy with half a blunt scalp. The blend of those serene black eyes with that sanguine and sophisticated face perceives like the peaceful shining stars which give a twinkle in the face. But also has the power of a supernova when vexed. Eyes were enough for a stranger to shit themselves. Seeking by his walk, you could see a soldier marching like representing his country. Professionally, he was a veteran in naturopathic and Ayurvedic therapies provable on a scientific basis. Folk respected him as a religiously honest man with a degree of tenacity in words that cured half of their diseases just by talking to them. The amalgamated pieces of his personality made him an encouragingly ideal man.

Even the gods cannot escape their doom. How does a mere human will?

The series of events started even before the instance I am currently talking about. And as he was evolving for his life to get better, that resulted in a necessitate environmental impact for my metamorphosis as well. Even so, that wasn't enough.

Even though the weather was chilly, the night was warm because of the greenhouse effect of the clouds. The air was stagnant with no winds. We had our meal around 9, generally watching the news. But I remember they compromised their television as I was preparing for a competitive exam. However, television was a hurdle, as was Wi-Fi, but that was okay because I made them believe I was studying all-nighters. Chills add a lot more awareness and excitability to the routine we did post-dinner, discussing the topics of daily life, politics, cosmology, biology, research, and many real-life story times. We were identical in more or less all aspects like anger, restlessness and self-sacrificing nature, but the visible mark that made us alike is curiosity. I enjoyed talking to him about everything because he was peaceful, curious, and imaginative.

In the meantime of our discussions, every other night he would warm up a tub of saline water and make us put our feet in it for 10 minutes to relax with the look of an affectionate mother hiding behind the dilated pupils. Concealed expression of pamper on his face is the reason that made me and her relax apathetically. At the utmost, he would do the same when the water remained more or less lukewarm. She was absent today at this moment because she had left to prepare our beds and had already gone through her part of relaxation. And so, we snoozed around twenty past eleven, I could hear the clock ticking Tick-Tock, Tick-Tock, Tick-Tock. Usually switched on a fan during winter for ventilation, which would have created more problems as he had a cough. Lazily I dozed, thinking about nothing, and all I heard was the sound of the timer. 

    

     It was around half-past one. All of a sudden I sense a touch so harsh shaking me. Guddu, Gu..d..du..(cough) with contiguous fiddling. That inspiratory well in saying a single word in a distorted tone with a heavy cough in the back. I opened my eyes and allowed my conscious self to experience a moment of reality that I had previously believed to be exclusive to other people and not to me. At that moment, I saw my Kratos in the most vulnerable state possible. And still didn't think the day was only going to get worse. Creation is a bitch that makes you see your ideals in such a vulnerable state that produces a kind of energy around you to make them better as they were before, but you can't do a thing. I know it's wrong to blame creation and time for this universal act of senescent vulnerability cause it has its pros as well. The only sin of this act is to see them lose "thy own confidence" from life and place themselves on the track of dependency. As the reflection of the first light ray entered my eyes, all I can remember is his chest inflating and deflating at the utmost level, making the diaprahgm clearly visible. His face was all precipitated and there was uneasiness in the environment. The air was no more absorbable. It was something serious and we wasted half an hour on our naturopathic practices. By the way, just a free piece of advice to all, cure all your treatments patiently and peacefully with homoeopathic or Ayurvedic treatments if you have time. But don't act smart and try to include these treatments in any emergency situations cause you will die. Allopathy does have side effects, but it's the only effective way to save your life in an edgy condition. And as our inborn trait, he was adding coal to the flame and making the situation even more panicky by talking and shouting even more.

       Called a friend who lives in the locality. Let's call her V. V and I are friends for over a decade. V's mother is the head of the nursing department in the hospital, just opposite where I stay. So, I called requesting assistance and as kind, as she always was immediately sent a wheelchair along with 2 companion nurses. It was around a quarter to two. Thankfully, he can still walk while experiencing breathlessness cause there was no option. As we stayed on the first floor, he could still step down the stairs and sit in the wheelchair efficiently. Winter has more or less no impact on me, but anxiety does. My normal days in bone-chilling weather are like I get scolded 500 times a day to wear something because I genuinely don't feel cold. But here I was unable to stand as my whole body from the back of my neck to the skin on my spine all the way down towards the ankle was extremely shivering and making me lose balance. The throat was dry as a desert, as dry as it can be sitting in a boat in summer surrounded by the sea. 

    The Discovery of the black hole has opened new possibilities in the endeavours humanity can achieve. Even light can lose its sole purpose of life around the black hole. But still, I consider it a lenient way to die without losing hope. But the black hole of reality we were getting ourselves into will result in the shattering of hope for the person sitting in the wheelchair. As we were rambling towards the way I could remember nothing but the chill. The moment we reached the emergency gate of the hospital, 5 to 6 nurses were standing as the night shift doctor was also up to the mark. Now, I could exaggerate and produce fabricated tears in your eyes, but I won't. The truth is that I don't remember much, but the faintest recollection is enough to conjure up the scene.

The moment I began to recall was when he was lying down, but the doctor chose to administer oxygen because the breathlessness had not improved through nebulization. Before his condition was relieved, the staff requested advance pay, which I suppose is fine. I told him not to worry about the money since I would cover everything, but as he became stable, my thoughts began to consider staying by his side until he grinned. However, being a biology student, I am aware of some of the information provided by the doctor regarding the condition's features. He stated that his blood pressure was 140 over 100, and was so high that a vein behind his eyes would burst and haemorrhage internally. Yet, instead of admitting to the hospital that day and endangering our existence even more, we returned home. A little oxygen relieved his anxiousness and shortness of breath. Additionally, as a long-standing ego of a professional in ayurvedic techniques. He thought he could get better on his own. He was told by the person who questioned him that he ought to have followed the doctor's advice and had the surgery done right away. Was the same individual who complimented him for acting in the way he did and carrying out his actions. 

The interminable darkness of the night eventually subsided, yet the chaos continued for several days as the patient visited a succession of medical practitioners. The exact cause of the ailment was unknown, but each physician prescribed a life-saving remedy regardless.

 Thought about the night later, the night shift doctor was all about to create more panic that the time for the thought of leaving the hospital and taking another opinion was not an option. Before the proper testing, the doctor was unnecessarily creating much more terror.

So, here we were still not admitted and the problems were pretty much getting bad. Got a piece of advice from a relative to see a doctor who is very famous in our locality. Booked an appointment and the word to describe him is god. He was the calmest and most organized physician I have ever encountered. He did not generate any hysteria. Kratos was so confident that he assumed he would recuperate and be fit again simply by being in the presence of that doctor. I would be more than willing to part with some of my money, even to the point of selling my kidney, in order to improve the lives of my family. However, I would not want to cause any distress or panic, which is the contrast between the night shift doctor and the renowned physician we had consulted.

It is uncertain whether the current state of distress and confusion is due to need based selfishness or something we inherited.However, if you have made it this far, don't add to the existing chaos and anxiety simply to further enrich yourself. You are leveraging people's hopes in order to line your pockets. 

 I realize that I wasn't able to explain myself in the way I wanted to. I sincerely hope that this chaos and fear doesn't reach you.

To my strength